Saturday, February 11, 2012

8th Radiation and 2 chemo latter

          Just got back from my 8th radiation this morning and I am beginning to feel the irritation in my throat. It feels like the onset of a sore throat, Eating, drinking and swallowing is not a problem yet but I can anticipate it to  change slowly. I do eat well but the diet has dramatically changed from spicy curries to soup and steam veges and fish. This transition was expected. But I kinda miss the vindaloo chicken from the SS3 corner shop.


       Yesterday was a great day as I managed to conduct a CRM class just after my radiation in the morning. My voice was still in tact and the enthusiasm still  evident. A real good sign that I am well in control of my ailment. The saliva does get thick whilst talking, so sipping water throughout the day was necessary. To manage my dry mouth and thickening saliva the doctor had given me some samples to try out. The result of dry mouth is the infestation of mouth sores and fungus and loss of teeth. So mouth hygiene is of utmost importance now. I will have to brush my teeth with a very soft bristle brush and special toothpaste very often. A mouth gargle is also required to moisturise the mouth lining regularly. During the night I apply a gel to the tongue and the upper lining of the mouth to keep it moist, otherwise my sleep get interpreted by me wanting to drink water to ease the dryness of the mouth. I only hope that this is a temporary condition whilst I am under radiation, but my doctor friend tells me that one of my saliva gland will be permanently damaged  and the other remaining saliva glands can and will make up for the shortfall.
This is one of the side effects of radiation. I will also loose a patch of hair on the back of my head / neck area but so far I don't see any signs of that ...yet!! Food doesn't taste as good as before and my appetite is slowly decreasing. I just weighed my self and I am 88kg. Before I started all this I was 91kg. So I have lost 3 kgs in 11 days. Is that good  or bad? I don't know? I looked into the mirror and can see the redness around my neck area. Soon I will not be able to shave with a razor in that area as the skin will be very tender. The radiologist told me to use an electric shaver.
        So far I am feeling OK and in great spirits. Support from family and friends is crucial so keep the calls and comments coming. I am being over pampered by Chris with food and special ice cream and what not.
Will update in a few days again. Thanks for reading folks. Got any questions or comments please feel free to write.

13 comments:

  1. today i went jogging in -6 degrees in regents park and my saliva was so thick in my mouth then i thought "oh this is how papa must feel but way worse!" good to hear you went to work, you are superman! but take it easy okay :) much loveeee

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  2. hey capt!

    all the best for you, pray hard for your health... surprisingly you look great when conducting the CRM class! i believe you can make it thru!


    Best regards,
    andrew

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  3. Shakil,
    You are strong, brother. Your writing shows your determination and will power which I knew all along you had it in you. Remember your single mindedness of getting things done. For eg.remember how you mastered chess ( you read chess books in bed, bloody hell) and you used to beat everyone, me especially. This singlemindedness of yours will hold you steadfast.
    So now the battle begins and as Sir Winston Churchill said,"If you are going through hell, keep going". For you know there's nothing that can stop you. The time will come and the tide will turn and I hope to be there when you crack open a bottle of champagne to celebrate.
    This situation is not beyond your control. I'm there with you in spirit. Cheers. Chooi

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  4. Hi Marsh
    mins 6C s pretty cold....brrrr. This saliva thickening is a real pain in the mouth.Thank God its only temporary

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  5. Chooi,
    Thanks for the moral support, encouragement and positive vibes, life is not fair to all, but as you said,"keep going" and all things shall pass. I am now doing my 3rd chemo (in progress)followed by radiation again. Cheers
    Shakil

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  6. Dear capt shakil,

    You are one hell of a tough guy. Being able to blog and even conduct crm class during your treatment, shows you are very positive about your situation. Thats really great!
    Hope you'll have a speedy recovery! InsyaAllah...

    -Arafat Izad and Family

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  7. Salam Capt Shakil,

    We just got the info, sorry for not contacting you as I feel, I shouldn't disturb you...

    Great to see you are very strong...

    Out Prayers , day and night is with you and counting days and nights to see you back flying, and we will have great times in the air again together...

    Your Younger Brother...

    Best Regards

    Hossein Heidaryzadgan

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  8. Afaq Ahmed, From KulimFebruary 15, 2012 at 10:14 PM

    As-Salam Alaikum, Finished reading yuor blog very quickly, very well written indeed.
    I did a google hindi translation for my mom as she wanted to read it as well. She finished the 1st post today. I will translate the other ones for her to read tomorrow.

    Solat, sabar (patience), doa and sadaqah will help in the test that you are going through. And, InshaAllah, you will be OK. Our prayers are with you.

    Keep writing, and we would keep reading and interacting through this blog. Allah Hafiz .....Afaq

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  9. Hi Capt I pray for your fast recovery insyallah..SFA Nordin KCH Hub

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  10. Hi Shakil,
    I really admire your courage and determination!
    I am sure you will from now start recovering..
    Will keenly follow your blog and all the very very best
    Take care
    Siew Cheng

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    1. Hi Siew Cheng,
      See how time flies !! Whether you having fun or having problems,time just moves on. By next Tuesday my cancer treatment is completed and the post recovery period starts. I think this part is just as challenging.
      Regards
      Shakil

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42 days of treatment