Tuesday, February 7, 2012

The going gets tough...the 2nd chemo

        Today is my 2nd Chemo followed by radiation. It starts off by the nurse putting the branula in place followed by a constant drip of 500ml NaCl  0.9 % Sodium Chloride Intravenous Infusion for almost 1 hour plus. I can see 3 bottles of this stuff on my table. So work it out ...how long it will take ? When the first bottle on NaCl is finished the main chemo called Cisplatin is then dripped. This is where the discomfort starts. The chemo today is a bit more tiring than my last. The process is taking slower to complete than the previous session.There seems to be discomfort in my left wrist and my left hand is pretty cold and numb.My left pinky finger is also painful, do not from what?... Massaging the hand and fingers helped a bit but the best thing to do was to take out my laptop and start writing this  blog.

Left Hand Inop
My Left hand
Most of the pain originates from boredom as there is nothing to do while chemo takes place!! I cant use my left hand so this is written with one finger right handed.

       Dr Lum was here a short while ago we had a lively conversation about my therapy and the progress I was making. I was told in no uncertain terms that the journey is going to get tough and that I need to be mentally and physically ready for it.Well I am ready for it but how well I cope remains to be seen. 3rd week onward is critical. I am in my 2nd week !! Saw the guy next to me in his 3rd week and he looked wretched.Wow! What about me in 3 weeks ?? Will keep all of you updated.
       I am due for 6 chemo and 35 radiation over 7 weeks. I have so far done 2 chemo and 4 radiation session. The chemo is slotted for every Monday and the radiation every day Mon-Fri for 7 weeks. Any session missed during the weekday is replaced on the same Sat, like what is going to happen this week due yesterday,Mon, being a public holiday. Its almost 13:00 and I am almost done with the chemo session. There is still 1 more bottle of the saline solution to go. Something strange also happening. I am going to the washroom to ease my self more than usual.This is because of the chemo and the saline solution that has been dripped for the last 4 hours needs to be expel from the body. Boy oh boy!! The kidney need to work over time !!
Strong Anti Vomit Pills

      Yeah I forgot to mention. Just before you start the chemo, they will give you Emend tablets to take. This manages one of the side effects of the chemo which is nausea. I heard its a costly pills.....Well nothing is cheap for good medication.
I got into a discussion with Dr Lum whether a heart by pass procedure is cheaper or cancer treatment. Well we never reached a consensus in the end. I think some doctors out there can shed some light on this topic.

      Today was a long long day. By the time I finished and looked at the time is was well past 1530hrs. Chris was waiting for me at the car park. She had gone shopping for plants at Sungai Buloh. We wanted to plant a willow tree out side the house, We had bought the pots last month and now it needed a plant.
      So how did I feel at the end of it all ?? Pretty Good. Not much side effects of the chemo today and I am still full of energy.

13 comments:

  1. Stay Focused and strong

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  2. Hi Shakil,

    When the going gets tough, the tough gets going ie YOU !

    Best wishes,

    Gan

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  3. Thanks Gan, Perhaps you know me better.2 sets down, I can still come back and win 3-2.

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  4. I have more than 50 cycles and still counting with a variety of chemo drugs.18 with oxaloplatin with it's side effects.
    You have seen it first hand how it hit me and how I had to manage it.
    Some days it can be bad and other days real bad. It seems that there is no good day after a chemo session but we persevere as I always say to myself, "there is no other option".

    Yes chemo is tough and like they say what does not kill you only makes you tougher.

    Stick to Emend, its expensive but real good. The one session when they did not give it to me had me vomiting for 3 days. Now I never leave DSH without it.

    A little trick to cut off pain when being poked is to apply some EMLA cream 1/2 hr prior, it works and you can do it when you have to have blood drawn for routine testing too.

    You are going to the loo more often as they put in lots of fluids and i noticed the Cisplatin being infused with mannitol20%.
    Mannitol is a diuretic agent and it will cause you to have frequent urination but the effect is short lived.

    Will be at DSH for next chemo this thursday. CU then

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  5. Hey Azeem
    Thanks for the insight to Chemo treatment and management.Today is a good day for me for as of now I am still up and about.
    Capt Zul and Tess just dropped by the house to say hello.
    Dont look at the time ..its wrong11

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  6. Shakil ... remember your days as a squash player ! Coming back with a 3-2 win is your style ! You must thrive on the challenge ! :)

    Best wishes,

    Gan

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  7. Shakil,
    My sympathies, my hopes and my prayers with you, mate.
    Ya! you can win this.

    Chooi

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  8. Hi Chooi,
    Stay in the loop and cheer me on

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  9. Soldier on Shakil .... following your blog so keep it going

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  10. Shakil my friend,

    Be positive ...
    All will be fine ... Cheers

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    1. Hi Jet
      Hope the flying is great. Turmoil in MAS and Firefly!!.
      How does it effect you ?
      I am OK Jet. Staying positive all the time.
      regards
      Shakil

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  11. Hi Shakil, me and Guan just got to know about it from brother Sabri. Wow, it's tough but we know you are made of sterner stuff. It's good to know you are taking the treatments needed. We salute your courage and writing about it. We know its a long way to go but our prayers and best wishes are with you.
    Keep going brother, wishing you a quick recovery and to Chris and the children, take care too. warm regards Lucia n Guan.

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    1. I am half way thro and coping well with treatment.
      If any one get any inspiration from my experience then I have served my purpose well writing this blog.
      Thank you for your prayers and wishes.
      Regards
      Shakil

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42 days of treatment